Currently Listening to: Like a Rose - A1

So bored right now....
But anyways..so much has happened while i was away. I never actually gave so much thought about what has happened. One minute everyone and everythings happy and then all of a sudden.. BOOM!All that happiness is gone and taken from us all.
I missed my friends so dearly while i was gone and tried to keep my head up to show my family overseas i was actually having fun. But once i got home from where ever i went that night and tried to sleep, id lay in bed and think why? or how the hell is everyone dealing with this tradgy back home. I just seriously wanted to go home. I didnt wna enjoy the rest of my holiday with my family. I just wanted to come home and hope it was just it was a huge joke but it wasnt.
I thought about it and remembered our last conversation on the msn and how he told me to go hard overseas and enjoy it as much as i can.So i tried. I tried to do it for him but no matter what when i got home and slept i would cry and ask god why did he take our friend/bf/brother away from us so soon.

Note to our One and Only good friend - Paul Thanh Nguyen
We miss you so much paulie and we'll never forget you. Thx for sharing the laughs and tears. Till we all meet again, watch over and guide us all with that sweet smile and laugh at all the funny stoopid things we will get up to.We love you bro!

R.I.P
Paul Thanh Nguyen
10:04:85 - 12:12:04

http://www.dearpaul.tk/ -
a site in Honour of the one and onli " nint "


On other things .... id just wanna thx my baby for coming all the way down to Wollongong and dragging Caz along with him to come pick me up when i got back from overseas.
Spending them 3 and a half days with you made up for not being with you for your bday, xmas and new yr. Hope you like your presents babe!! You fcking better coz its so hard to find decent shirts over there!!! They were all to big or bigger!!! For a country [ phils ] where the population of the country is made up of short azz mofo's they like wearing huge shirts!! The clothes and shoes were even harder for me to find but when i found things that actually fit me, gzz i went hardcore and bought as much as i could.Thx babe!! I owe you yet another one!

To my dear Lizzie - hey big sis!!! We know how much pain your going through and if i have to tell you over and over again and your probably sick of it too....
No matter what the hell the 3 of us go through, the other 2 are gna be on each side holding onto each other and helping each other through whatever the problem is. No matter how many temptations, Lisa and i are going to be with you all the way!!! We love you to much not to help!! To some out there reading this.. yea it may sound corney or full-on or even ' yea right sif they'll be there ' but serzly think what you guys wna think. I stick by my 2 sisters no matter what and Lizzie you knw that you dnt have to hesitate to call us naytime of the night/day jst to talk! Even if im in class, ill walk out if you need to talk. Ok maybe not if im sitting an exam but even a msg saying u need to talk you know we'll go out of our way to call you. We love you and always here for you.
We cant tell you what to do with your life, coz its yourz but no matter what decision you make, we're with you all the way.. 100000000000000000000000000000000000%. Hugz and Kisses babe!!

On my last note - See you guys all at Transmission Red on the 12:02:05 .
No excuses my raver friends.. this night is another night we'll never forget... to some maybe coz of yea.. but from the fotos we'll be taking that night... it will be added to one of our memorable nights...This Nights For you Paulie!!